Priya prakash varrier and the Holi shit.

Priya prakash varrier , ek aisi ldki jiske video ke ek chote se part ne pure India me dhoom mcha di or sirf 1 din me uske Instagram followers 1 million cross ho gye or 2-3 dino me 3 million.
Video me kuch khas tha b nhi bs wo apne school me ek ldke ki traf dekh kr aankh marti h jisse wo Sharma jata h , is trah ki cheeze Bollywood or tollywod me aaj se nhi bahut pehle se ho rha h lekin pta new generation ko usme Kya lga ki usko aisa pasand ki Facebook ho ya what’s app ya Instagram ya koi or social media hr jgah bs Priya Priya.
Hmare pm modi sahab ne kuch din pehle kaha tha ki ek pkode bechne Wala daily 200 RS kamata h to Kya wo job nhi h kehne ka Matlab pakode bechna bhi ek job h , lekin hmare pm sahab ko ye Kon samjhaye ki aaj ki generation itni mehnat se pdh kr engineer doctor ya koi degree pkode bechne ke liye nhi leti.
Ye bat kehne ki wjah ye thi ki hakeekat me yha ki new generation pkode bechne layak hi h , ki ek faltu so video ko aisa viral Kiya ki bs uske alawa 2 din tk social media pr kuch tha hi nhi.
Or bad me ek bat or pta chli ki us video me Jo song tha usme prophet Muhammad or unki wife ka zikr tha.
Isliye hyderabad ke kuch ldko ne Priya prakash pr case b Kiya.
Khair dekhte h aage Kya hota h , filhal to zindagi utni hangama khez nhi thi , lekin Kal raat ghr aate waqt kuch ldko ke haath me pani se bhri Hui polythene dekh kr mere andr ek ajeeb si leher daur gyi , mujhe pta tha holi aane wali h lekin abhi 10 se b zyada din Baki the.
Holi ke din kisi pr water phenkna samajh me aata h halanki us din b anjan logo pr phenkna galat h lekin abhi jb 10 din se zyada Baki h aap doosro pr kaise pani se bhari Hui polythene phenk skte ho.
Anyways Rahul got the job in here solution lekin yr us din mujhe usne shocked kr Diya when he told me he had interview there and I said you should tell me too about interview then he replied ki us din zycus me tu akele interview ke liye gya or mujhe btaya tk nhi , I was shocked.Mujhe usse ye ummeed nhi thi , Maine bahut interviews diye h Mai Rahul ko Kai bar interview ka btata bt wo utna interest nhi leta isliye kai bar Mai usko Bina btaye interview de deta.
Bt uske Dil me ye chl RHA hoga , I never thought.
Life was already filled with disappointment but this holi shit ….and some pain from your family and friends…. what a guy can do whose life is like a BANJARA , doing an IT job which he thinks is a purposeless.

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My first salary and the annoying senior

I got my first salary on 9nth Feb , I have worked earlier too and earned money but that was different , a part time job in event , catering during my graduation.
It was my first professional salary , but how much just 7.5k. Actually My salary is 10k but I worked just 20 days in last month , so they are giving me the salary of 20 days.
I paid 2.5k emi , 1k to my mom and dad took 3k and the remaining amount is 1k , only 1k.
I borrowed 700 rupees to my friend in last month for some reason.So I gave them back ,and now I have only 300 rupees.
This is the story of my first salary.
Anyways , I completed 1 month , apart from IT I learned a lot, First and the important thing is that your senior is always an asshole, no matter how good you work , they will find a mistake and kick your ass , my senior , amey , the shitty asshole , initially he was good and helping me but what happened him after 20 days he just started to kick my ass and the fuck is that he also don’t have that much knowledge about coding , just showing.
After joining company I was thinking to leave but after someday I thought it’s not that much bad I could work here for 6 at least months but now because of my senior , I will no longer be able to work here.
Sometime I think , What they get after showing themselves even though their knowledge is shitty and will this keep on in every job.
I have no idea , but with those annoying and third class senior I can’t work for a long time not even 1 more months.
Today I am getting 10k in development field , maybe after 1-2 year I will get 30k and 50k after 4-5 years.
But I realized, I won’t be happy with these IT job , your life purpose doesn’t complete with software developer.Your purpose is greater than this.You will be forgotten soon , what I can do ?

Padmavat And Khilji , injustice with whom?

Padmavati , aisi Rani jiski hakeekat me historian ko doubt h.Uspr bhansali sahab ne ek film bnayi.Jisse rajputo ki sentiment hurt Hui , or krni Sena Jo rajputo ki hi organization h ne Puri country me tod-fod mcha di.Or wo b tb jb supreme Court ne isme kuch scene cut krke or nam padmavat change krke release krne ka order Diya.
Ye to apne nation se khuli bagawat h , lekin ispr kisi ko koi aitraz nhi hoga kyunki qanoon todne wale Muslim nhi h , if a single Muslim do something wrong for his own benefit then the Indian media and the bjp bhakat gives fucking tag of terrorism to all Muslims.
Kuch dino pehle baba ram Raheem or uske bhakto ne Jo qanoon ki dhajjiya udayi , kitna nuqsan hua , Kya Kya nhi kiya un logo ne , or agr koi musalman hota isme to ab tk police ki bullet se saikron musalman Mr jate.
Filahal padmavati ki bat ho rhi thi , sorry padmavat.Maine film to nhi dekhi ki Mai bta sku ki un logo ki fictional maharani ka kitna disrespect Kiya gya bt trailer me Jo dikhaya gya tha wo aaj ke modern world me ek below than normal h.Usme aisi koi beizzati wali bat hi nhi , or yr beizzati b tb jb wo maharani asli ho wo sirf ek fictional character thi.Un logo ko apni history nhi pta.Khair mujhe Kya krna , mujhe Jo us film se thodi problem h wo isliye ki usme allaudeen khilji ko Jo ek villain ke character me dikhaya gya wo b normal villain nhi ek khatarnak.
Bhansali sahab ne shayad history shi se pdha nhi , ek to fictional character pr film bna kr problem khdi krdi or aise king Ko jisne India ki mangolo se hifazat ki usko villain bna kr pesh kr diya.Or agr allaudeen mangolo se nhi ldta to aaj India ki history kuch or hoti.Or Jo history pdhe h unhe pta h ki usne India me logo ke faide ke liye kis trah ka system bnaya tha , Mai uske un sb karnamo ka zikr nhi krunga.Or hr badshah apni life me kuch aisi cheeze krta jisse kisi na kisi community ko objection hota h lekin is wjah se hm uske sb achche kamo ko chod to nhi skte.
Or afsos to is bat ki allaudeen ke liye kisi ne kuch kaha tk nhi ,
Pehle to mujhe in nainsafiyo se bahut dukh hota lekin ab to adat ho gyi or waise ye itni bdi bat to thi nhi isse bade bde matter me injustice dekhta rehta hu.
Or sirf India ki bat hoti to b sabr ho jata lekin duniya ka aisa konsa Kona h jaha Muhammad SAW ke nam lene walo ke sath insaf hota h.
Muslim countries to bs nam ki reh gyi h , or wha to khud musalman pdeshan h , it’s either Syria , afganistan yemen or Iraq , palestine or any Arab country except few.
I don’t know when world will be peaceful , when Muslim will get the Justice and when Arab civil war will finished. There are people who lost their homes , family and everything in those civil war and if someone pick up the gun against those accused then they called terrorist.
Log is ummeed pr baith h ki ,
Shayad phir se koi Muhammad bin qasim aaye or dukh or takleefo me Doobi ummate muslima ko in takleefo se nikal de , lekin ab koi Muhammad bin qasim nhi aane Wala , hidayat ka aftab 1400 years pehle makka me aa Chuka h jisne pyasi duniya ko sharabor kr diya or ek aisa Rasta dikha Diya jisse hr waqt or hr zamane ke log apni zindagiya badal skte h or jisne b un rasto ko apnaya wo Muhammad bin qasim bn kr apni or is ummat ki rehbari ki or apni Zindagi ke maqsad ko pura kiya aaj b Jo un rasto pr chlega wo duniya or aakhirat ki bhalai pa lega.

Marriage ceremony of my villager | meeting to school friend after 4 year.(20 Jan 2018)

I had been feeling great after meeting to people from reunion.But suddenly again a problem raised.
It might not be problem for others but for me it is.
One of my neighbors from my village is getting married in Mumbai.He invited all of our villagers who lives in Mumbai.
I am calling them villagers but they are not actually a typical villagers.
I always run away from any kind of gathering with them.
They judge people on the basis of their look , outfits , money and all physical stuffs.
The person who is getting married is the uncle of my school time best friend Rehan and he is also coming from Bihar and he is about to be an engineer.I haven’t seen a guy like him , one of my worst friend of school time , but still he was my friend and we are going to meet after 4 years.
Anyways , despite of loosing interest in gathering , I wanted to go in that ceremony.My all relatives were going too including my crying cousin.But I don’t had the proper suit , I can’t go just like I am.
Aksar mauko pr ehsas-e-kamtari ka shikar hone ke bad Mai ab in ehsas se door bhagna chahta hu , khaskr mere gao ke logo ke samne.Shadi me Jo log b aane wale the takreeban sb mujhe jante h or Mai b.Or pta nhi qudrat kuch logo pr meherban ho jati h , unhe Bina kuch kiye Allah bahut de dete h.
Sham me mere dad ready ho rhe the Jane ke liye unhone mujhe b kaha , lekin Mai wha ja kr ehsas-e-kamtari ka shikar nhi hona chahta.Mere ek friend ka b call aa RHA tha shadi me chlne ke liye , or wo crying cousin ka b , bt Mai nhi gya.
Mera Dil magmum ho RHA tha is bat pr nhi ki Mai ek shadi me nhi ja skta blki isliye ki Mai wha Jana kyu chahta hu , Itna kuch janne samajhne ke bad b mere khyalat ek bewakuf insan ki trah h.Is trah ke khayalat rakh kr Mai Kabhi apni Zindagi ke maqsad ko hasil nhi kr skta , or mujhe to Allah ne bahut kuch Diya h , duniya me aise log h jinke liye ye b bahut bdi nemat h Jo mere pas h.Mai b bahut bda nashukra hu.
Khair , doosre din Mai apne school time friend Rehan se mila , shuruat me bahut usne achche se bat Ki , mujhe uske badalne pr hairani Hui , Jo ldka bat bat pr gali bakta , wo itni Respect se bat kr rha tha.Lekin thodi hi der me uski asliyat samne aa gyi , jb ek or friend aaya or phir usne Jo msti shuru ki , Mai b uski bato se tang aa kr 2-3 galiya de Diya , meri life me 2 hi aise log rhe h jinko Maine Kabhi gali di h , wrna Allah ka shukr h Mai kaise b halat me gali nhi deta , to wo 2 friend me ek to yhi bnd Rehan h or doosra Rahul lekin uska case isse bahut alag h.
Anyways Rehan ke sath bahut der tk faltugiri Hui , or jb Mai wapas ja RHA tha to usse Milne ki koi Khushi nhi ho rhi thi , Mai soch RHA tha kuch log Kabhi nhi badalte h , Rehan jaisa bewakuf 4 sal pehle tha waisa aaj b h.
Tbhi mere zehan me achanak ek khyal aaya jisne mujhe bechain kr Diya , Mai b to nhi badla , Jin Andhero me Mai 4 sal pehle tha aaj b to usi me hu.

Got Jr Software Developer Job

I started a job as a Jr software developer.Its been 13 days since I joined. After quitting a job in 10 days , Today I am starting from where I left 6 month back.Means after 6 month I am still at same place.
After doing job for 13 days , I realized , I can’t be a good web or software developer or coder.I have to think something else , otherwise it will ruin my career , it’s not just about happiness with job , I can’t sit in front of the computer for 8-9 hours to just make web application or computer softwares and it’s not a great work at all.It will not impact the life of human.
Anyways , a tableegi jamat came from reunion in our mosque and the best part of the jamat is that there are young people like me.So I had to meet them to the people around our mosque.So today after Isha prayer , I went to meet to some students with one of the member of jamat.
To mere sath Jo jamat ke sathi the wo 25-26 saal ke the or management field me the.He had a beared and he was wearing kurta pyajama.To hm ek room me gye jisme kuch bechlors rehte the lekin un logo ko English nhi aati thi isliye kharab English hone ke bad b Maine translate Kiya , or pta nhi Maine jamat ke sathi ki bato ko bahut achche se translate kiya kyunki bad me unhone khud kaha or mujhe pta nhi tha ki jamat ke sathi thodi bahut Urdu samajh skte h wo to unhone bad me btaya.Khair jb wha se Bahar aaye to unhone mujhse poocha does they all 6 people stay in that room , he was shocked when I said yes.He said how it’s possible.i said even though Mumbai is the dream city but in slums area people live like this then he said I didn’t see the toilet and bathroom where was that I replied there is no personal toilet in the majority of the room in slums area , there is public toilet.And he asked many thing and after knowing the dark truth of Mumbai he was completely shocked.
Anyways after meeting few Muslims students and giving them dawah towards the Deen we went back to mosque.We was talking about Deen , he said to me always be associated with tableeg because this is the way by which you can do your job , study and everything as well as you will be able to complete Allahs order.
I said , I want to do good deeds and today I am doing it but I am not sure about tomorrow.
He asked why?
I said because I am a sinner
He said ask forgiveness to Allah.He will forgive you.
I said , inshallah and then I was about to leave and he brought a small gift for me , but I didn’t take it because it’s not allowed to take a gift from member of foreigner jamat because they are guest and we are host , the leaved their home and striving in unknown country for the Deen , so we should give them something but shouldn’t take.And when I said him about what our elders of tableeg says then he agreed with that.We hugged and I came out of the mosque , it was 11 pm. I had to go to job next day which I don’t wanted and one more thing , I bought a phone XIOMI MI A1 on emi and I have to pay 2300 per month or ab to Mai chah kr b job nhi chod skta.i made a mistake , how I will pay 14000.I don’t wanted to think about this , to maine ye sb bato ko us waqt apne dimag se nikal Diya or us sathi ki bat pr gaur krne lga.He had told me ” if you will follow the path shown by prophet Muhammad then you will have a happy and blessed life not only in this world but in hereafter too.”
Am I going to get the purpose of my life ?

Second Last Day of 2017 | Marriage Ceremony of my friends brother| 30 Dec 2017

Finally second last day of this year reached , one purposeless year about to end.
Today is the marriage ceremony of my friends brother ,he invited our family , my mom has not been well , dad is not interested , brothers are on their on so all of them are not going and I also don’t had any plan.
Mai childhood friend Rashid se Milne gya to bato bato me shadi ki bat aa gyi , wo bola you should go in that ceremony , interest ke alawa mere pas koi khas kapde b nhi the shadi ke liye , Mai sbko apni problem nhi btata , wo Mera childhood friend tha , isliye use kafi kuch pta hi rehta so he offered me his formal which he bought from bhagwan collection.I softly denied , but wo bola yr isme Kya h blki mere se or kitne log mangte h bt Mai deta nhi jldi lekin Mai chhata hu tu pehne.. finally Maine le liya.
Sham me jb Mai wo kapda pehna wo Sach me bahut awesome tha , jitne b log mile sbne uski tareef ki.But honestly wo kapde pehen kr mujhe Khushi nhi ho rhi thi , pta nhi kyu.
Mai function me nikalne ki tayyari hi kr rha tha ki friend aley nabi ka call aagya, wo bol RHA tha ki mujhe b Jana h sath me chlenge , Mera to Kam asan ho gya kyuni unhone hall bahut door book Kiya tha goregaon Maloni ki traf jaha pr famous aqsa beach b h.Hm log 7 bje sham me Activa pr nikle , Mai drive kr rha tha phir Maine khud usko de Diya ki kahi traffic police pkd na le bcz mere pas license to h nhi..hm log Malad Maloni ki traf 8-10 km andr tk gye bt address Milne ka nam nhi..Kafi logo se poochte hue hm log aqsa beech ke pas pahunch gye , wha pr kafi thand thi , Maine to bs shirt pehen rkhi thi , 9 baj chuke the hm log abhi tk pahunche nhi the..or mere friend ko call b nhi lg rha tha , or Rasta kafi sunsan tha , hm ja hi rhe the ki ek bde se bungalow ke Bahar kuch Jan pehchan wale log dikhe , jb qareeb gye to pta chla yehi h..aakhirkar hm log pahunch gye..hall kafi BDA tha , ladies or gents ka alag hall tha , mere dost ki family thodi religious h isliye ladies gents ka alag rakhe the..wiase is trah ki shadi krna b to religious views ke against h bt logo ne apni khwahishat Wala Deen apna rakha h.
Anyways, marriage hall me gye to nikah ho Chuka tha , photoshoot wagairah chl RHA tha or log couples ko best wishes de rhe.Wha pr mere kuch Jan pehchan wale log b the , Mai or kuch ldke stage pr ja kr groom ko Mubaraknad diye..Mera friend b whi tha jiske Bhai ki shadi thi , wo kafi achche se mila.phir hm log khana khaye Jo kafi testy tha.Khane ke bad sb baith kr idhr udhr ki bate krne lge.Maine apne friend se mazak me poocha ki tune iqra ko invite nhi kiya jo uske area me hi rheti or kafi khoobsoorat h , jiske bare me wo aksar bat krta h.Wo bola ha kiya to tha lekin wo log nhi aaye.Isi trah bato ka silsila chlta rha or phir hm log wha se 11 bje nikal gye.Is bar hmare sath kuch log or the Jo apni apni bikes pr the or ek shortcut Rasta unlogo ko pta tha jisse sirf 30 min lgte , isliye hm log unke sath hi nikle , bike is bar b Mai hi chla RHA tha bcz yha pr traffic police ka koi khatra nhi tha , lekin driving krte time bahut thandi mehsus ho rhi thi.beech me hme bike ko boat pr se dusri traf par krna tha Jo hme seedha Andheri ki traf utar deta , sirf kuch minto me hm Andheri pahunch gye the.Parla ke pas pahuch Baki sb to Santacruz East jaha pr mostly hm sb ka hi ghr tha chle gye or aley nabi ne bike juhu ki traf mod di.
Jb hm juhu beech gye to waha 12 bjne ke bad b kafi rush tha.Ek to Saturday tha or 30 Dec b tha..Hm log kafi der wha rhe…aley to kuch ldkiyo pr Dore dalne lga Jo wo aksr krta h or in sbme bahut mahir b h.Mai sands pr baith gya , pani ki lehre kafi tezi se Meri traf aati or phir mere pas pahuchne se pehle hi wapas chli jati.Juhu pr b wind kafi tez thi bt yha pr utni thandi nhi thi..Mai apne khyalo me hi baitha ki phir hmeshsha ki trah mere qareeb se young modern girls ka ek group gya , all were in one peace , or whi hua Jo hmeshs ki trah hota h.
Tabhi aley mere pas aaya or bola ki yr ek ldki h , bahut jhad rhi h.jhad rhi h Mumbai ke ldko ki discovery h jiska Matlab ki stare kr rhi h.Mai bola yr ye sb Teri hi qismat me h , hme kaha koi dekhta h..Meri bat sunkr wo hanste hue chla gya…
Mai phir se samundr ki traf chehra krke baith gya , ye sal bs khatam hone ko aaya..Or Meri Zindagi waisi hi bekar h.Mujhe nhi pta mustakbil me Kya hone wala h , Mai na deendar bn ska na duniyadar.Bs 2 ship ka musafir bn gya to phir Mai kaise apni manzil tk pahunch skta hu.
Mai soch me gum tha ki aley aagya or bola ab chlna chahiye.mai kapdo se sand jhadta hua uth gya or bojhal kadmo se parking area ki traf chl Diya….

My Crying Cousin (27 Dec 2017)

Agr insan ko ek bungalow mil Jaye to wo doosre ki khwahish krne lgta h , ek car mil Jaye to doosri car ka sochne lgta h , uski khwahishat kbhi khatam nhi hoti blki bdhti rehti h.
Lekin kuch log to aise hote h jinki khwahishat to bdhti hi h lekin unhe agr Puri duniya b mil Jaye to b rote rehte h.
My cousin , 25 with MBA degree and doing job in L&T infotech.She has only 4 member in her family.Mom , dad , younger sister who is engineer and doing job in TCS.
2-3 Years ago When I used to go at her home when she was studying , she always used to cry on her taqdeer , how hard life she is , she used to say ki mere papa akele Kam krte h hm sb ki pdhai me itna kharch , this that.
Pehle mujhe b lgta shi keh rhi h.Lekin ab jb 4 member me se 3 members ki itni achvhi job h phir b aaj unka whi Rona , whi taqdeer ka and one of her concerns is about her look , she is little fat and hight is 2-3 inch less than normal.
Ek din to had hi ho gyi , Mai sham me Milne gya to apni life ke dukhre , job ke dukhre , financial problem or agle din gya to ek nya lapy 30000 around ka , phir 1-2 din baad ek expensive LCD , I don’t know actual price or aksr kuch Na kuch..Mujhe wo prob nhi ki wo Kya khareed rhi h bt yr ye Rona kaisa , Allah ne Jo nemati de h uska shukr ada kro.Kitno ke liye to wo b ek sapna hota h Jo meri cousin ke pas h.Mujhe hi dekh lo…..
Or hmare relatives aksr Meri cousin ka or Mera hr bat me compare krte h , there is no comparison between us.kitne log to ab ye b keh rhe h she is earnings 30000/month and I am even not getting job.But yr unhone MBA Kiya h jiski yearly fees 2 lac thi or Maine sirf BSc -IT or jiski 3 year ki fees 60000 thi.
Wo aksr apne life ki kahani btate waqt Meri hmdardi ke liye kehti h ki yr apan ki life ek hi jaisi , hmari zindagiyo me pdeshani ke siwa kuch b nhi , koi adventure koi excitement kuch b nhi.
Or Mai us waqt sochta rehta hu ki what you know about the guy who lived a life like BANJARA , Kabhi japiur(Rajasthan) , Kabhi darbhanga(Bihar) or Kabhi Mumbai.
Jiske pas Na apna ghr h Na apni koi pehchan.
Pta nhi kuch logo ko aisa kyu lgta h ki unhi ki takleefe sbse zyada h , or Mai ye nhi keh rha ki Meri life sbse zyada mushkil rhi h , ha lekin ye utni asan b nhi rhi , or mere relatives ya Meri cousin hm dono ka compare krte h , to yha pr koi comparison nhi h Jo takleefe Maine uthai h wo to Meri cousin ne Kabhi Socha b nhi hoga.Or Mai ye b bilkul hi nhi keh rha ki Meri cousin ki life me Kabhi koi mushkil aayi hi nhi , aayi hogi or bahut aayi hogi or zarurate Puri ho Jane se insan ki sb takleefe khatam nhi ho jati , lekin ye choti choti bato pr Rona , Kabhi look ki wjah se , Kabhi financial problem ki wjah se Jo ki actually problem h nhi.Mai to unke samne ye sb dukhre le kr Kabhi nhi baitha Na kisi or ke samne.
Anyways , my aunt is looking for a man for her daughter means for my cousin , hope she will get someone handsome with good character and responsibilities.

Roaming around bandstand and carter road at night (23 Dec 2017)

Mai 10 bje rat me ghr ja rha tha tbhi raste me friend aley nabi mil gya ,apni activa pr , bola chl bandstand se aate h.mai mna kr diya lekin wo insist krne lga to maine hami bhr di.
Pta nhi ab mujhe kuch cheezo me mza nhi aata , ye year ka end chl rha h or ek nya sal aane wala h , hr saal bahut kuch krne ka sochne ke bad b sb kuch wiasa hi h.
Mai uski activa pr baith gya , 30 min lge wha pahunchne me , whi pr shahrukh khan ka bunglow b tha , scooty park krne ke bad hm dono sea side pr baith gye.aaj Saturday night thi , isliye wha pr kafi youngsters the , waise wo to aksar hi rehte h bt aaj zyada hi the..meri ek bahut buri aadat h jo mai kisi se share nhi kiya , wo khoobsoorat ldkiyo ko chupke chupke dekhna or shayad ye hr mard ki adat hoti ho.
Hm dono baithe hue the tbhi aley nbi ka call aagya wo bat krne lga , mai idhr udhr dekhne lga or tbhi wha pr ek young girls ka group aa gya or sb one peace dress me the , or wo hm logo ke kafi kareeb the mai is trah ki modern ldkiyo ko kareeb dekh kr thoda nervous ho jata hu , ye bat nhi ki bat me krne me dr lgta h , agr obama b rhe to mai asani se bat kr skta hu but this kind of young modern girl makes me blush.Or bs mai thoda nervous ho jata hu.Or aksr meri nazre unki tango pr chli jati h , mai shorts kabhi nhi pehnta , ek bar majboori me pehenna pda ek friend ki wjah se or wo knees kr brabr tha bt i didn’t feel comfortable in that in front of male or agr koi female hoti to mai bhag hi jata.Or mai sochta hu ye one peace me or skirts how these girl can feel comfortable in front of men.
Anyways , We took some soft drinks there and went to carter road near rizwi college , wha pr kafi log the , or isi trah ki modern ldkiyan jisse mai thoda ghabra jata hu.11 se upar ho chuka tha , Wha thodi der baithne ke bad hm log khar wale raste se wapas aane lge , itni raat hone ke bad b roads pr zindagi rwa dwa thi , carter road pr buso ki jgah khoobsoorat car or bikes ne le li thi or ha khoobsoorat ldkiya b ,Saturday ki wjah se kai bars or pub se music ki awaze aa rhi thi , or kai bar ke samne boys- girls ke group khade msti kr rhe the , or sbhi modern dressess me the , mai scooty pe baitha hua tha , mai rat me yhi wjah se ghoomne nhi jana chahta , Mai pehle is trah ki life ki khwahish rakhta tha or shayad ab bhi lekin mai us trah ki life kabhi nhi jee paya or ye mere liye achcha hi tha kyunki na mere pas utne pasie rhe or ye sb krke b ye confirm nhi tha ki mujhe wo sukun mil jata jiski tlash me mai kbse hu.Khair ye year bs khatam hone wala h , job ka b abhi tk kuch pta nhi , ek mobile tha wo b kharab ho chuka , zindagi ek dm ajeeb si ho gyi.Ye bat nhi ke mai social media ke bina mai nhi reh skta lekin meri bahut sari cheeze internet se judi thi.
Mai b kitna gareeb hu ek mobile nhi khareed pa rha , i know ye sb meri gltiya h , or ab to ghr wale b pdeshan ho gye.Mai bs apne khyalo me tha ki hm log western express highway pr pahunch gye gye jisse meri talkh yade wabasta h.aley nabi ne activa ki speed bdha di , December ki wjah se environment cold tha hi , speed bdhane se hwa ke jhoke mere face pr pdne lge , maine aankhe bnd kr li.

Finally I made the vlog

In my second last blog I said , I will start my vlog on YouTube , I wrote that 2 months ago but couldn’t upload that time and after that I made 3 vlog and uploaded on YouTube.
I did not write about these vlogs , so a small description is here.
1. My first vlog was about my fifteenth interview , it was a short vlog , most of the part I made at my uncles office and little bit outside like mumbai local.
2.second vlog was not exactly moto vlog but close to it.But the story behind this vlog was amazing. My friend rahul wanted to give a surprise to her love who lives in palghar which is 100 km far from Mumbai.So I went with him on his bike and made the video of whole journey. Video was not awesome because of low quality mobile camera but the journey was.
3.This vlog was also about my interview at naaptol online company.This was my best vlog.Office was at Navi Mumbai , so I went by Mumbai Local and made this.
So that’s what I did.And after that rain started and I wrote about my loneliness and purposeless life in last blog and the next day I lost my mobile phone means it got dead , it was 3 years old mi redmi 1s , my only arm.
Next day some people came from masjid to meet me.They told me to come for 3 days in tableeg.I wasn’t ready but I went there , that 3 days was awesome , I will write about these 3 days and a guy from a royal family who was in our group in next blog.
After hiding my blog from everyone I know , my friend rahul got to know about this a long back.He is my close friend but still there is something which we don’t wanna tell anyone except us.I left to upload my stories in between , so I though he would forget , but he did not.
Rahul , if you are reading this then please keep it secret always because you are the only one who knows about it.I hope you would.
So finally I made the vlog and I am not sure how long will I do this.I also lost my phone , I am writing this on my brothers phone.He is about to come , so bye bye.

MUMBAI KI BARISH OR MERI TANHA ZINDAGI (5 DEC 2017)

Because of Cyclone ockhi in Gujrat and Kerala , it has been raining in Mumbai for two days.School colleges was closed today just for precaution.
Aam Dino me Mai thoda ghr ke bahar b chla jata Hu bt barish me Kaha jau , ha Zohar ki namaz ke liye ghr se nikla .It was still raining but not heavy , mere ghr se niklate hi ek chota SA maidan h , Uske ek traf se rasta h phir thoda aage ek seedhi road h jiske Dono traf 5-6 floor ki buildings h , or ye rasta seedha main road ki traf jata h or whi masjid b h .waise msjid ki traf Jane ke liye or b Raste h bt Mai yhi prefer krta h .mausam suahan to tha hi or thanda b.
Mai hath me umbrella liye barish ki boondo ko yaktak dekhte hue ja rha tha , mahul me ajeeb SA sannata tha bilkul meri Zindagi ki trah .is seedhi road pr chlte hue mujhe kafi arsa ho gya tha , shayad 3-4 Saal ya isse kuch zyada.lekin itne arso me kuch be nhi bdla , SB kuch waisa hi h , road ko or Dono traf building ko to Kabhi Kabhi repair b kr Diya gya tha , Lekin meri adate , mere khyalat SB whi.mai Jin andhero me 4 Saal pehle ghira tha aaj b un andhero se nhi nikal ska , or Mai halat ko kaise Dosh du , ho skta ho halat utne achche nhi rhe , Lekin Zindagi ke aksr takleefo Ka zimmedar mai khud Hu.Or ab mujhe nhi pta Mai in andhero se kaise niklunga , IT graduate hone ke bad b jobless Hu , ghr wale chahte h ki jldi job lg Jaye or Mai b yhi Chahta hu Lekin Mai kaisi b job to nhi le skta na .Ha Lekin shayad Maine kuch job starting me chod kr glti ki thi , Lekin ab to wo bdla nhi ja skta.
Or mere liye job sbse bda msla nhi h , shayad Mera gov result Jo pending h wo aa Jaye or Mai pass ho jau or central government Ka achcha ohda hasil kr lu , ya Microsoft , Google me software developer bn jau. Lekin aage kya hoga , kya yhi tha Zindagi Ka maqsad , isi ke liye log itni takleefe uthate h.Mujhe pta hi nhi Mai Kaha ja rha hu , or Jin rasto pr Mai chl rha hu wo mujhe Zindagi ke maqsad ki traf le jayenge ya nhi.Ya phir Mai us hakeekat ko faramosh kr rha hu Jo aaj se 1400 Saal pehle batha ki sanglakh chattaano se namudar hua tha.
Itni tez raftar duniya me kon mere khyalat samjhega , Mai bs likh kr Apne Dil ko hlka kr let Hu , or Mai ye b samajh gya Hu insan is duniya me tanha h , Uske khyalat koi nhi samajh skta , tanhai sirf tanha hone Ka nam nhi h blki logo se ghira hone ke bad b khud ko tanha mehsus krna h.mai bs Apne khyalo me chla ja rha tha , msjid dikhne lgi thi , barish abhi b ho rhi thi , Maine bedhyani me Apne chehre pr hath phera to hath tr ho gya , Mai thoda hairan hua barish to itni tez nhi h.TBhi Mera ek dost b namaz ke liye aata dikha Mai muskurakr uski traf bdh gya.